I have been cracking since the day I got here

I have been holding on since I knew I wasn't all there

I have been glueing myself back together every day

But my mask has fallen today

I am bleeding I am crying

I am falling, hurting, burning, clawing

for a chance back in time

I am insane

I am incomplete

I am unhappy

I am broken

I will do whatever it takes

to be


"Verily with every hardship comes ease" (94:6)

God promised me and so I still breathe

I will stand again

laugh again

walk again with confidence